MY WHAT IFs

What if I was not born?

Am I able to appreciate life?

Or am I able to be thankful of it?

What if I am not I?

Am I able to live my life like this?

What if my parents got separated?

Am I be whole again?

What if my mother's gone?

Am I be happy again?

What if I'm not on this course?

Will I ever find friends as what I have now?

What if I can't continue my study?

Will I have a future to greet?

What if I fail and can't find job in the future?

Am I able to live life as what I have dream?

Or Am I live my life like a mouse?

Am I going to help my family?

Or Am I be a heavy load for them?

What if I went abroad?

Will I live life to the fullest?

What if I'm afraid to bear the pain and sadness within me?

Will I also be an emotional one?

What if I become a serious type person?

Will I act this way?

What if I'm in the world of fantasy?

Will I ever think of these things?

What if I'm sleeping now?

Will I ever meet these ifs in my dreams?